A man doesn’t find his home until he finds someone to shared it with, for the rest of his life.

What would he become, if he couldn’t even enjoy the simple things in life?

Sharing everyday, with one person, for the rest of his life. To be crazy about one person only, for the rest of his life. How intoxicatingly addictive.

Last viewed : 15th November 2008, 6:30-8.30pm, Astro Star Movies

Praise God for He is the one and true God that will never EVER leave us. Praise God who loved us before we even cried our first cry and has been with us ever since, even when we turned our back on Him.

Thank you O Lord for blessing us with your kindness and mercy, for stretching out Your mighty hand and pick us up when we were at our lowest and most depressed times.

Dear Lord I pray that the Holy Spirit will forever dwell in my heart and soul, that You will shape me and mold me, into a person worthy of Your rightousness.

In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.

You said to me that you’re relieved and you have a lot of things to look forward to. I’m happy for you. I’m glad I didn’t made it worse like last time.

It seems like it all turned out to be just like what your friends had told you before, that we wouldn’t stand a chance together. And seeing you happy and relieved just confirms that even more.

I don’t know why God brought you into my life. There’s something special about you the first time I saw you. I guess I was in love with you too since a long long time ago.

And now that you’ve started to keep away from me in anyway you can, I couldn’t help but to wonder about how your life’s been.

I miss you so much … I would give anything to bring you back … but it isn’t enough it is? It just wasn’t meant to be isn’t it?

You’re a big girl, I respect your decision and will honour my promises to you. I pray for both of us that God will ease our pain and help us move on with our lives.

But you hold the key to my heart, and now with you gone, I’m afraid that my heart will never be opened again.

As I’ve walked pass a quarter of my lifetime, I find that the most difficult punishment to bare, are not of those inflicted by sticks and stones, but are the regrets of the pass that haunts us in every breath we take thereafter. They are the most cruel punishment that anybody can receive.

As so, I swore to myself long ago, not to put myself in that situation under any circumstances. And that if I know and believed that what I’m do is right, I would stand by my decisions no matter how hard it would be.

Do not take me as a child who knows no consequences, as I know well that the worse consequence are the things you would never get a second chance. And no amount of money and wealth can make up for it.

I make my own path. Even though its tough, but it is my path, and I’m going to take it. What would the world be today, if everyone just follow what existing path available to them?

A safe, certain, secure, easy path is irrelevant, if the destination is not of your own choice. And at the end of the day, all you do is ending up at the wrong place, looking back at the crossroad that passed by that day, along with those people who jump on the bandwagon. And regret why you do not have the courage to make your own path on that faithful moment?

So, believe me when I say, don’t be so quick to think that you’re smart to have arrived somewhere so fast and easy, it might just not be the place you want to be in the first place.

That said, as I am taking a long hard look through the path that I’m walking through now, and saw my destination. I said to myself, “Thank you Lord for being with me up till now. I’m glad to be here, and I wouldn’t have had it any other way.”

“I can do everything through Him who gives me strength.” - Phi 4:13